Truthful Tuesdays

Somedays I feel like I try to be so positive on my little bloggy blog, that I forget that this is a place
where I can let it all go.

Say it how it is.

Be me.

@

Most of the time I try to be positive and inspire others.
I enjoy it. A lot.
However, it is not human to do that everywakingminute.
I wish!
But ya, that is unrealistic.
Sorry, but everyone has bad moments, bad days, frustrations.
We are HUMAN. It's life. It happens.
Sometimes I forget that it is OKAY to not always be positive.
I forget that it also is what makes me who I am.
Even if I am very unpleasant when I am the oppositive of positive and inspiring.
Whoops.


So. Truthful Tuesday's is where it's goin to go down.

DA TRUTH.
Warning: Cursing may arise when I get into something.
You have been warned.

Thanks Dad for the idea.
=)

TRUTH

I am overwhelmed.

Sadly, that isn't even all of it. Waaaaah.

so much too do, so little time

I can't get back into my work out routine.

For the life of me.

I just can't.

I feel like a fatty tatty.

And to be quite frank with you, it pisses me off.

Like physically my body will not allow itself to feel good right now.

Even though my head tells it that I would be MUCH more awake and rearing to go if it would just wake it's lazy butt up.

They obviously are not fond of each other.

I'm working on counseling them.

One.day.at.a.time.

It's frustrating because I enjoy working out, I enjoy sweating my butt off, I enjoy being sore, and I am in love with the feeling after I work out.

It's just not working out right now.

Hopefully this changes. Pronto.

Especially if I'm going to complete the above nonsense.

Long distance relationships blow a big one.

True dat.

Yes, distance does make the heart grow fonder.

BUT.

My heart was "fond" before without the 6 hours between us.

So uh...I prefer choice A.

It is so much harder to communicate and enjoy each other when you are not with each.

It is.

TRUTH.

And some people say skype makes it feel as if you are in the same room?

Ya well I call bullshit.

It just makes me frustrated.

Especially because we are both busy contantly and the time we do get to spend talking to each other we are both dead as a doornail. Maybe more Jeffrey than me but....ya :)

At least the countdown is something to look forward to.

(12 days)

I'm just ready for life to be normal again.

Thank goodness for my family for helping me through these times.

You rock my socks off.

TrueLife: I have Road Rage
bad.
If you see me, it would be smart to veer off the road.
I am that girl that will get on your booty if you are going the EXACT speed limit.
 I know this is dangerous.
I do.
I'm sorry for cursing at you out loud and under my breath.
It has nothing to do with you as a person,
just your slow driving skills.
I really can't control it.
And sometimes I wonder, is no one else ready to get to their destination?
Or are they smart and just enjoy that slow and steady pace?
Wish someone could teach me how to do that.

Rude people, go home.

Buhbye.

There is not point.

Does being rude make you feel better?

Does it make you just flipping CHEESE inside?

Well get over yourself and stop sucking.

Because not matter what is going on,

no matter how bad things are,

there is no excuse for behaviors that put down other people.

That make me them like the size of an ant.

Nada.

Nado.

Zip.

So please stop.

God is watching.

=)

(The truth also is......I'm very...very bery blessed.)

Thats all for today folks.

I bet you are relieved.

Tomorrow is Wedding Wednesday so it will be more CHEERY.

Have a WONDERFULTuesday :)