Sometimes you just gotta say "Hmmmm?"

Don't blame me if that song is in your head all day.

"It's Friday, Friday
Gotta get down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend, weekend
Friday, Friday
Gettin' down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend"

True dat Rebecca Black!

It's Friday.

It's random.

And going nowhere.

Rainy days to it to me.

Can't help myself.

I'm gonna talk about dreams.

Speaking of dreams, they are crazy.

Where do they come from?

I think I learned this in high school.

I am almost scared to know why the brain picks the events it does to play out in my head at night.

I heard you dream about what you think about before you go to bed.

I do not believe this. At all. False. Nope. Incorrect.

Have you ever had a dream where you had to relive something?

Go through the emotionally roller coaster of remember something you try so hard to forget?

Wake up and know you are going to think about it all day?

Pissed at your brain for actually remembering a dream.

Ya, well it happened to me and then I didn't even wanna get out of bed.

Then I remember.

Can't change the past Molly, gotta look forward.

Keep on, Keeping on.



Doubles thumbs up for having a good Friday. Whoot Whoot.



I also had a few moments yesterday that I wanted to talk about.

You know those moments when you just feel like something in you changed?

You, for that second, became a better person.

Happened to me.

I have always tried to live by the saying "Never judge a book by it's cover."

Sometimes it's hard.

It's hard to see past first impressions and outer apperances.

Sometimes it just is.

I wish I could say I have never done it, but I have and am not proud of it. At all.

But yesterday, something changed.

Weird.

I realized...once again...that even though someone may act a certain way on the outside, there are so many external factors playing a role on their actions that haze over who they really are.

Especially students in a classroom, but that isn't what I'm talking about.

Not to name any names, but I have a teacher.

haha. nice sentence right.

Well I have a teacher this semester that I cannot stand.

Plain and simple she drives me and the rest of my class up a tree, mountain, wall, and cliff.

She has to control every little situation and treat us like we are like uh....2. Maybe 1. Depends on the day.

I had a meeting with her yesterday.

She was a different person.

Helpful, kind, talked to me like I was in COLLEGE. Imagine that.

We talked about biases.

We all have them.

But then I noticed/discovered her husband has been deployed and will be gone for another 8 months.

I thought to myself if maybe this was why she felt she had to control all situations, because she can't isn't even allowed to control when she gets to see her own husband.

It makes me sad to think about.

I can't even imagine.

It makes you think really really hard about the way you look at people.

Maybe you really don't know the whole story.

There is usually something more, something deeper, that just hasn't been told or discovered.

Like another teacher has said before, "Behaviors give us a clue about a story untold."

Interesting.

So for today and hopefully the rest of my days I will concentrate on seeing the person who is behind the untold stories, sorries, fears and start seeing the person behind the scenes, the love, good, and beautiful person they really are.

This won't be an easy road and I'm sure there will be some days that I get caught up in it, but I'm hoping I will be able to slowly change these outlooks and perceptions I may have.

I probably lost you after Friday anyway because you probably ran to the club, got a beer, and were jamming in the backseat because that video got you so pumped.

I understand completely.

Since it is Friday,

I think I'm going to go ride rollercoasters.

Happy Friday, Friday.

 bahah I got to work early and decided to have a little fun :)

It's April Already?

If you haven't heard or looked at your calendar.

It is APRIL FOOLS day.

I have been thinking of things to get people with all week.

Then I remember, I can't lie.

Therefore, April Fools Day just sucks.

I was like Oh Oh I'll tell my mom I'm pregnant, or I won't graduate on time, or something crazy like that.

Can't do it.

I am hoping someone plays a GOOD joke on me and somehow it involves me winning money.

Somehow someone gets me literally every year.

Last years one just made me mad.

Yes, brother. This is for you.

I was happily babysitting my kiddos and I got a phone call from my little brother in a panic.

I honestly didn't even have time to think about this day full of mean, funny jokes.

Well he told me he got in a wreck.

Really brother? That is not even funny.

I was worried. upset. shaking. scared.

He said he hadn't told mom yet.

So I had to keep this secret to myself. Waaaat?

Rude.

I am still made at you for that.

He has cried "wolf" three times on that one now.

(One including brother calling to tell me he got stopped by the police on the way home from a high school football game and had been drinking. He was frantic. He said the cop wanted to talk to his mom. I guess I had to pretend to be mom and talk to cop. I was crying (Ya, I have no idea why). I hate you brother. Not really,  but kinda at that moment.)

Not coming to your rescueeeee.

I still love you though, you are darn lucky.

I hope everyone has a day full of lots of jokes and pranks.

HAPPY APRIL!!

Oh,

and happy

2.5 years baby.

=)

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Friday Favorites

(My Birthday is in May ;))

I know I cannot be trusted with cameras.

I know I know.

BUT. I am about to be a year older in May.

I will be more responsible :)

Maybe.

Don't you feel bad my pictures look like poo?

Or am I a dumby because I broke my last one. And the one before that. And the one before that.

Okay I lose.

That doesn't change that I still want this beautiful baby.

In all reality I just want my pictures to look like Jessica's.

Wishful thinking.

Hi, NikonD5000 it is VERY nice to meet you.

This adorable. Dont cha think?

Sorry I have two randos kissing on here.

However, those signs are CUTE.

Engagment photos?

Wedding photos?

Love it.

I want.need.have to have.dream of this kitchen.

Beautiful.

Wanna know what is even prettier?

This. The roof over this fabulous kitchen's head.

If I could win the lottery, I would chose you beautiful house in beautiful Colorado.

I would DEFINITELY chose you.

Cue the song... "You take my breath awaaaaaay."

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"These are a few of my favorite thingsss..."

(when the dog bites.. when the bee stings...when I'm feeeeeeeling sad. I simply remember my favorite things and then I don't feeeeel so baaaad...I'll stop.)

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I hope y'all have a FABULOUS FABULOUS Friday.

Let's make friends with a stranger.

Try it.

You know never...they could turn into your best friend.

Or soul mate.

Or future boss.

Or just someone that just simply brightens your day.

xoxo

MOLLY

(Where or where did my signature go?)