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Okay so I have something to admit. Some true facts that we all just can't deny. I have been a huge blog SLACKER. Like, the worst I've ever been I think. I know I always blame it on being super busy, which well...I am. Mostly just mentally exhausted. Too many things going down these days. But no need to complain, I know my life is WAY less comflicated than many.
 Anyway, just wanted to let you guys know that I'm sorry I have been much heart and soul in the ol' blog lately. Maybe none of you even notice I've been missing, heck I don't know. I promise I'll try my hardest to get back into it because I really miss it. It's kinda weird how your blog becomes almost part of you, and the people who comment become so dear.

I love everything about what blogs have to offer. All of them have a story, a purpose, emotions.  I love reading them, and wish so very much I had more time to comment on all of them and show you all how much I adore them. Y'all are talented. Seriously, talented. Many people look at blogging and thing puh how hard could that really be? Yeah, well they don't understand the time, dedication, and thought that goes into everyone's post.

Some days it really is my saving grace. So thanks for that. Just wanted you guys to know that I am still alive on this Earth, and miss y'all greatly. Off to write some more papels. See ya on the flip side!

Big X's and Large O's!

Loss of Direction + Weekend

 Where did I go?

WRONGGG TURRRRN.

Somewhere in the past few weeks I lost my way on this blog.

Heck, in my life in general.

I've been a hott, scattered, mess.
For real.

Today I got to thinking about why I've been in such a writing funk a lunk.

It's because I lost my focus. y real reason for blogging.

errrr

Tisk, tisk, tisk.

There is one problem I have with blogging.

When people get CONSUMED in the number of followers they have.

I love followers, heck yes I do.

But I am not a fan of people commenting on my blog JUST to tell me to follow them.

I have this weird thing when people tell me what to do...

I do the complete OPPOSITE.

Just to prove a point.

Issue I'm working on.

Whoops.

 I personally only want you to follow me if you actually enjoy reading, or looking at my nonexistent pictures these days because I have no camera.
Every comment I make is genuine.

Because I actually am interested, or laughing hysterically,

or can perfectly relate to what you are saying.

 I blog for me. mwah. molly. mj. molly jac. whatever you wanna call me.

As an outlet.

As a second brain, that I really really need.

Then I got followers.

Slowly but surely.

And it is really flipping fun talking to so many different

awesome people.

Which kind of got me addicted.

Because obviously you guys are the shiz,

and I love hearing from each one of you.

Seriously, I check my gmail uh...quite often.

Thumbs up to YOU. With an addition of a creepy smile.

But somewhere in the shuffle I stopped writing for mwah.

Which leads me to today.

I can't please everyone.
Obviously.

We all have different interests.

Of course I like writing posts that y'all enjoy,

but you aren't always gonna like what I have to say.
Like when I sau think Justin Biebs is overrated.
Ya, see.
:)

So here I am,

going to just type shit how I feel it.

And if it comes out wrong,

I'm sorry.

But it least it will be real.

Just ME. Curse words, or cheesiness. Or weird freaking pictures. Or no pictures. Or random quotes because obviously I am obsessed with them.

"Love me or hate me...I swear it won't make or break me."

K, I'm scared...don't hate me.

annnnnnnnnnnnnyywaaaaaayyyyssss

Hope you guys had a wonderful weekend!!!

Recap on my weekend:

Okay.

Funny Story.

I got my hair dyed, remember?

What I forgot to mention was that my head was about to break out in HIVES.

Ahhhh!
Ya...I'm allergic to hair dye AND henna.
I'm special.

So now I've got red, sore bumps all over my head covered by my pretty  devil hair.

Can't brush my hurr.

Well, I can...but I can't touch my scalp.
I call BS.
Someone obviously was trying to KILL ME.

Ouchy.

Four day continuous head punding days later,

I got smart enough to figure out that is what it was.

Guess it wasn't stress knots on my head :)

Hope the perdy hair was worth it.

I'm still trying to figure that one out.

Any advice on making them go away?

and yes..yes...I'm going to do the doctor.

Scalp will be deflated in no time.



peace out allergies!



Anyway.

So then comes Saturday.

Bachlorette party.

Hello Sangia and Margaritas.

Not my normal drinks. At all.

It was free, I didn't decline.

The next day wasn't the greatest to say the least.

"Blame it on the a a a a alcohol."

So I had to get up at 7:30 AM, drive 2.5 back home (in my brothers car), dozing off every few seconds,

only to realize when I was 30 min away that I left my keys at home.

I think more bumps grew.

I got to my brothers house... phone dead, computer dead, supposed to meet my friend at the library, huge project due, no keys, no nothin but nasty breathe and messed up hair.

Momma saved the day and delivered me my keys and cleaned my carpets.

I owe her big time.

Needless to say...it was quite the eventful weekend.

GRADUATION COUNTDOWN: 6 days.

Oh..yes I got ahold of a Mac today, can you tell I've been picture deprived?

Here's to YOU Blog World

I love you.

for seriously

From the bottom of my heart.
 you da bomb.com style.

Let me tell you a little secret.

I came into the blog world because I disconnected my facebook for three months.
(I had a blog before but...well not really. But kinda. Does that make sense? Ya it doesn't to me either.)

The moment Jeff and I got engaged  (Dec. 20-whoop whoop) we deactivated our accounts so people wouldn't find out through facebook of the big news, and we could tell them in person instead.

A few weeks went by and I was almost relieved without it.

A different person.

It was weird.
Way weird.
It is website for goodness sake.
So I didn't reactivate it until uhh...last week.
(Psssst. A Midwestern Touch is now on facebook ;))

Via

So I came into this world of blogging so I could still document my life and it's happenings. How to be healthy and happy, ya knooow.

I uh kind of fell in love.
Hard.

Mostly with the people who I never even thought I'd meet anyway.
I didn't even know this awesome world EXSISTED. Boy was I missing OUT!

I have never seen such positive support IN.MY.LIFE. and I've lived for quite some time.

Needless to say for the first half of it I didn't have a computer but whatever.

It makes me want to be a better person.

I can honestly say it makes me happy.
It may sound silly, but it is very true.
Especially because I never even expected it.
I just started doing this blog for me, to document things, to inspire myself.
Who woulda thunk it'd become something I fell in love with?
Not I.

cu-Razy

Via

Don't get my wrong I dig/dug facebook.

I use to be on it like 500 hours a day.

Probably not an exaggeration...except for the fact that there are only 24 hours in a day.

It consumed me.

Some days it determined my happiness.

There was so much negativity.
Yuck.

When I got facebook back I deleted (this is not exaggeration) over 500 people.

Did I know half of those people? No.

I felt bad pushing no though when they asked to be my friend.
But now? BOOM deleted.
"I pay no mind to the negative kind."
It is a great feeling to be surrounded by such happy thoughts and some truly amazing people.
It makes me believe once again that there really is good in this world.
I want to change this world.
I believe we can.
God is working through us all.

Via

I felt this needed to be said.
Because you guys rock my socks off.
Because I can now focus my energy into inspiring others, buildng postivity, and sharing experiences that make us all better people.
Good stuff friends, good stuff.

Thank Y'all for making me CHEESE.
I'm so glad I found this place/you guys.
=)

Happy TUESDAY to you!

P.S Going to start Wedding Wednesday's tomorrow.
Flippin' excited!