However, I was so full of love and excitement to get to marry the man of my dreams. To start this whole new chapter in our lives and really depend on each other. I couldn't wait to move into our new home, start my new job, and figure out this whole real world thang people have talked about. Like I said, whirlwind of emotions.
The one thing I wanted my parents to know is that they weren't losing their daughter. I was almost terrified they thought that. And that scared me to death. I wanted them to know that nothing was really ever going to change. Just a slight change in name and a little further away.
I wish I would have written things down that down. To really remember exactly how I was feeling. However, the day goes by so entirely fast that there was no way that was happening. I wish it would have slowed down. I wish I could have really soaked it in more. But I feel like I did the best I could to really soak it in and enjoy each second. It was hard not to worry about everything "going as planned" but somehow, somehow (at least to my knowledge) it all did.
Ah heck, this was only the beginning....